Proxy

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please

leave me alone

just

don’t

revive me

if I’m on life support

please

just let me die

don’t

pull me back to the light

please

let me sleep forever

don’t

wake me up

please

please

please

if something should happen to me

read this in reverse

I wonder if these have been overdone yet?  I think they're very creative and interesting.  Also, very hard to do.  I wrote this to get myself out of a bad state of mind after a string of events.

In my low moods, I am what I choose to call "passively suicidal".  I wouldn't shoot myself, but if someone with a gun told me to get on the ground… I would not kneel.

When my medication is in effect, however, I don't want to die.  Both ways of reading this are accurate depending on how much of my antidepressant is in my system.

Palindromes are cool.

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"I don't wanna battle from beginning to end. I don't wanna cycle recycled revenge. I don't wanna follow Death and all of his friends."—Coldplay, "Death And All Of His Friends"

—L